............how I grew smarter but my heart is still on the dumb side

Looking outside the window you try to remind yourself how things keep on changing

.............& adapting is the only way to survive.
Nobody can be trusted.
Expectations lead to disappointments.

How 'that' someone who said would love you forever leaves & never looks back.

How your 'best friend' is no longer in your friend zone OR may be she never was.

How people you trusted the most were the ones to stab on your back.

How people lie to your face & act like nothings wrong.

Sometimes I feel like everything I ever knew, was a LIE.

You try to surround yourself with a protective layer of negativity. 

"It's a lie" "It's a lie" "It's a lie", that's what your brain keeps on reminding you when someone tells you things that can make you happy. Good things like how they miss you, like you, care about you, will never betray you or hurt you. YES, you want to believe them but you cannot. Your brain wont let you and most of the times, it's making the right decision. Because those people don't mean it, they never did. Later when you find out about the truth your brain goes "See ? Told ya !!" but deep down your heart still feels the pain as no matter how many times your brain asked you not to believe them, your stupid heart ALWAYS DID !!!

xoxo
Happy girl