Happy new Year 2069 :)

                    Nepali new year 2069, I wanned to wish everyone & write something about how I'd like to live my life. With every passing day, we add new memories to life........we do good things, we do bad things but what really defines us is the way we handle ourselves, how we deal with everything & everyone around us, how we live our life doing what we love. Let's stop living life fulfilling expectations of the group of people we like to call "the society". Let's be oursleves, let the inner beauty shine through our eyes, make happy moments with people  we love & not waste time thinking about stupid stuffs that takes our smile away. The sole purpose of life is to LIVE. At the end we'll not remember how many breath we took, it'll all be about how many moments took our breath away. 


"Man. He sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he doesn't live in the present or in the future; he lives as if he'll never die & then dies having never really lived" - Dalai Lama
[This got me thinking deep about my life, so I wanned to share it with you guys]

Nawa Barsa 2069 saal ko hardik mangal maye shubhakamana !!! :D 

*Jai Nepal*

Do you remember me ?

                       

                  In life we meet a lot of people. Some of them were there to bring a change in us, some of them tried to break us, some of them made us who we are today. People come and  people go, what really haunts me is the thought of being forgotten by the ones  I’ll always remember.

                   I am one of those people who  cannot trust anyone when it comes to letting them into her heart. Maybe it’s because I know how fragile it is. Scared of being hurt, I chose to stay away from so many people I really cared about. It was better to say good-bye then than to separate later. I guess I was thinking too much, which made me give up on what we had,  in all of this may be I lost someone who could have been my everything. It’s funny how I don’t regret it because I let go of people who didn’t bother  to hold on to me. So, may be I made the right decision.  I still have many people in my life but I tend to go back in time, think about all the great feelings I had & a sharp thought gives this uneasy feeling to my heart; do they ever  think about me ? So many people, I left behind who were a great part of my life, who understood me & people who I could understand.  Do they get these flash backs when they hear my name(because I do) ? Was I worth being remembered ? Do they remember how things used to be before it all got so messed up ? Was I ever  an important  person in their lives ? So many questions runs through my head. So many things I wanna tell them BUT  now they act like strangers, they pretend we’ve never met,  I feel like I don’t know them and all the memories I have is just a part of my  dream. Every time I think about them….……all I can do is close my eyes & let my heart shout out loud “Do you still remember ME ??”